Normal
Being Black in Amerika isn't easy by any means, having to deal with white supremacists day in, and day out can have an effect on you. I find myself not giving a shit about things I usually did. I feel bad sometimes, but mostly not. here's an example. If I hear a story about a missing kid, an abused kid, or even one killed by accident or on purpose, I always try to find out if the kid was Black or not.If it's a non-Black kid (or adult) I tend not to give a damn.I tell myself "they were probably racist anyhow" or if its a kid I think "he would've grown up to be a racist anyhow"30 years ago I never thought like this, I honestly believe the effects of having to live in a world with these people are eroding my humanity.do you notice anything like this with yourself?
Being Black in Amerika isn't easy by any means, having to deal with white supremacists day in, and day out can have an effect on you. I find myself not giving a shit about things I usually did. I feel bad sometimes, but mostly not. here's an example. If I hear a story about a missing kid, an abused kid, or even one killed by accident or on purpose, I always try to find out if the kid was Black or not.
If it's a non-Black kid (or adult) I tend not to give a damn.
I tell myself "they were probably racist anyhow" or if its a kid I think "he would've grown up to be a racist anyhow"
30 years ago I never thought like this, I honestly believe the effects of having to live in a world with these people are eroding my humanity.
do you notice anything like this with yourself?
